Wednesday, April 29, 2020

The PILL






YOUR DADDY CALLED YOU BOY AND SAID "WHAT DO YOU KNOW"?!
EVERY TIME YOU TRIED TO SPEAK HE SAID "WHAT DO YOU KNOW"?!
"I KNOW YOUR KIND"! "I SEE YOU EVERY DAY ON THE BUS AND ON MY SUBWAY LINE".
"YOU'RE JUST A TWERP"! "JUST A LITTLE TWERP"!!
"I KNOW YOUR KIND"! "DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW YOUR KIND"!

HE DIDN'T LIKE YOUR MUSIC AND HE NEVER LIKED YOUR STYLE. HE BELITTLED EVERY THING YOU DID, CHANTING AND THE WHILE, AND SAYING WITH A SMILE... "YOU STINK LITTLE BOY"! "YOU WERE NEVER ANY GOOD TO ME"!
"GO ~ GET OUT OF MY SIGHT"! "GO ~ BEFORE I SMACK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF YOU"!
AND UNDER HIS BREATH YOU HEARD HIM SAY... "YOU LITTLE FUCK"!

NOTHIN' YOU DID HAD NOT BEEN DONE. YOU WERE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAD A LIFE BUT WANTED MORE. YOU COULDN'T COUNT ON DAD AND YOU JUST WANTED MORE. BUT, WHAT DID YOU KNOW?

KICKED AND BEATEN IN THE BASEMENT AND BELIEVING WHAT YOU HEARD, YOU INTERNALIZED IT ALL. SUDDENLY GROWING SILENT, YOU KNEW YOUR BACK WAS UP AGAINST A WALL.
NEVER HAVING AN OPINION, NEVER UTTERING A WORD. ONLY LISTENING TO THE CHORUS THAT WAS POUNDING IN YOUR BRAIN, SAYING... "WHAT DO YOU KNOW"!? "WHAT DO YOU KNOW"!?
LIKE THE ECHO OF THE RAIN, POUNDING IN YOUR BRAIN... "WHAT DO YOU KNOW ~ WHAT DO YOU KNOW ~ WHAT DO YOU KNOW ~ WHAT DO YOU KNOW"
AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHY IT'S COME TO THIS, WHY YOU'RE SEEKING GUIDANCE FROM A SHRINK UP ON "THE HILL". AND HOW YOUR LIFE COULD CHANGE WITH JUST THE TAKING OF A PILL... BUT... WHAT DO YOU KNOW?
THEY TRY TO TELL YOU "EVERYONE AROUND YOU DOES THE BEST THAT THEY KNOW HOW" "AND YOUR REACTION WAS WHAT YOU KNOW NOW... THE BEST THAT YOU KNEW HOW". 
AND THOUGH THEY BANDAGE HOW YOU THINK, THEY  CAN NEVER HEAL THE SCAR.

"I KNOW YOUR KIND"! "I SEE YOU EVERY DAY ON THE BUS AND ON MY SUBWAY LINE".
"YOU'RE JUST A TWERP"! "JUST A LITTLE TWERP"!!
"I KNOW YOUR KIND"!! "DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW YOUR KIND"!
"WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT"? "WHAT DO YOU KNOW ~ AND JUST WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT"? "TWERP"! "TWERP"! "LITTLE TWERP"!

Monday, April 20, 2020

Barefoot Emily In The Park









"LOVE LETTERS" "FOR EMILY, WHENEVER I MAY FIND HER" "DANCING BAREFOOT" "SITTING IN THE PARK" "DANCING IN THE DARK" "ROLLING IN THE DEEP"

"RUNAWAY CHILD ~ RUNNING WILD" 
"AT SEVENTEEN" "GIVING IT ALL AWAY" 
"POSITIVELY 4th STREET" "TOUGHER THAN THE REST" 

"WHO'S THAT GIRL" "THIS LITTLE GIRL" 
"YOUNG GIRL" "VERY PRETTY GIRL"
"YOUNGER GIRL" "NOBODY'S GIRL" 
"MY BEST FRIEND'S GIRL" "VERY PRETTY GIRL"
"DIAMOND GIRL" "MATERIAL GIRL" 
"CYNICAL GIRL" "A GIRL LIKE YOU"
"BAD GIRL" "PARTY GIRL"
"AN AMERICAN GIRL"
"LOST IN THE SUPERMARKET"

"AND SHE WAS" "ANGEL OF THE MORNING"
"TINY DANCER" "DANCING WITH A STRANGER"
"MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL"

"MAN IN THE BLACK COAT"
"WAITING FOR A GIRL LIKE YOU"
"LITTLE GIRL" "GIRL ON A SWING" "SUNDAY GIRL"
"SUICIDE BLONDE"

"LOVE LETTERS" "FOR EMILY, WHENEVER I MAY FIND HER" "DANCING BAREFOOT" "SITTING IN THE PARK" "DANCING IN THE DARK" "ROLLING IN THE DEEP"


Sunday, April 5, 2020

EARLY AMERICAN NIGHT




RED VIOLET SCREAMS SCAR THIS ISOLATION WHILE SHADOWS DART ACROSS A PALE BLUE MOON
AND LAUGHING BANSHEE COLLECT MORE SOULS

STEPHEN KING SEEMS NOT FAR-FETCHED ON THIS EARLY AMERICAN NIGHT

GHOST

NEVER KNOWING WHEN OR HOW IT WAS YOU FADED FROM YOUR OWN REFLECTION ~  THE WORDS THAT YOU ARE THINKING  SOMEHOW HAVE ALL BEEN SPOKEN   AND Y...